There’s so many things I want to say, to post, to share and stuff. So many thoughts messing with my head, but I never had the time to blog about it. I still don’t actually. Ugh. I’ll talk about the other stuff bugging me next time.

I’d usually be excited around this time of the month since it’s nearly my birthday, but nah, I can’t even feel it anymore. What happened to my bubbly personality? Where’s that person who kept running around? That person who kept laughing at the smallest things? The person who would bug people in a good way? I miss being that person.

Idk, maybe I’m just stressed from school. Or maybe not, I don’t stress myself when it comes to school work. I value myself. I just stop working when I feel like, and I still manage to come up with somehow decent stuff. I’ve been stressing myself for no good reason. I guess I’ve just been thinking a lot. All I need is some motivation. I just need something that’ll push me up and inspire me.

The way I see myself now, I’ve just transformed into a lifeless little numb kid. Sad. I hope that bubbly little kid comes back soon.